Feb
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Depress but loves still go on
February 10, 2009 | |
What’s going on with me?!
Im not sure.
words doesn’t convey much anymore!
During the CNY my parents brings me along on vacation to Myanmar. I decided to follow on the 2nd day of CNY. Im not seem so happy at the first they said wanted to bring me along, because I missed my friends so much, for those who didn’t meet up for very long time. And I was so worried about Da Fei’s car because he just park it at my house, I scared some naughty kids may go to clash his car.
Luckily, when I get back home 5 days later, nothing has happens.
At the same day, 11:30pm I went to airport fetched Da Fei’s and his sis.
His very first eyes sight to me shown a lot of words and I knew he did missed me much more than I expected…
After this 2009 CNY, I dunno how to describe my feelings towards him. Erm…not turning to bad just I seem like dont know how to handle it well. How important I am for him?! And How important he is to me?! He told me that “Baby, you are not longer alone, you had me now, so please do care yourself much, you have to know how much I care for you, dont hurt yourself and becareful and remember that Im always love you.” This is what he told me after he tailing me to his house, He said he so worried me when I was driving. From what he spoke to me did touched me! Real! The tears almost drops…
He used to hold my hand while driving too, he said he like to playing gear, but he choosed the auto one just wants to holding my hand.
When I stopped talking and moody, he used to kissed me or requested for a kiss. He do force me to kiss even I withstood him. He used to sing for me even his voice is not so nice, he used to brings me along to hanging out with his friends, he used to let me bully him, he used to bully me too, he used to giving me so much of surprises, he used to loved me!
May be Im having too much, I started to worrying …
May be all is just my imagination …
May be someday everything would be gone within one gun shot!
Beyond, where’s the power of love that I always believing…
WELL, I think I am still on it…
Loving someone is kind of ability that god gave me!
AND, its my good fortune! 
